The very thought...

the very thought of it is starting to piss me off again. I've never felt so piss'd off for such a looong time. I mean as to REALLY get fed up with someone for THIS bladdy long.

I've nv get so piss'd with someone in a very unreasonable way. How unreasonable u ask? IN EVERYTHING ASPECT of him. EVERY! The action, the way the fella speak, the way the fella think (like s if he noes how to), even just seeing the fella on the streets makes me boil to the very core of my bones.

Yes, it's that serious...and i'm not joking. If i'm starting to ignore u, u should just jolly well stay away from me and not test my freaking patience. No matter how much u act or watever crap infront of me...i'm not going to give u the slightest bit of face value. I don't even care who the hell u r.

If ur ego is so darn big to even face the slightest mistake in life...den u can just live ur miserable little life in a box and try ur very best to PERFECT tat all-so-wonderfully-weird-life-of-urs and NOT learn anything from it. There r millions and zillions of ppl WAY better than u....so stop behaving like an idiot.

You shut ppl up before they can explain....y? because u can't face the fact that u're wrong? Wat? u mean even this slightest mistake u can't bare? ur ego really that huge until u cannot see reasonable understanding isit? I feel damn sad for u lah...bcoz of the amount of books and lessons u learn in life...u still cannot accept, seriously in tat case don't waste so much time on those stuff, apparently it's bringing u no where. Pushing urself to the limit for the wrong reason. If it's all abt face value...its the most stuuupid thing to even put urself into. U r therefore...no different from a typical singaporean aunty who gossip their lives at void decks.

really u know...i'm boiling like i've nv boiled since dunno how many yrs. Because u noe how it feels to get preached to as if u're some kind of massive cannot-make-it nut case. Do u noe how demoralising it is? As if u're ranked last in the entire world. The funny thing is that...u preached but u don't do anything about ur own life. It's like judging. Why does everyone love to judge? again who the hell r u to judge? and also since i SO CANNOT make it right....den y do u seek help from such a dumb? Pls lah huh...don't make a fool out of urself...don't make urself look like u're even worse than a nut case. :)

piss'd off.

If u can't give even the simplest respect, i don't see why i should. I did every way to tone down...but u just had to push ur luck.